Hello my lovelies!

Today is going to be a bit of a ramble so i hope your sitting comfy :)

Ive been trying to 'Diet' on and off for years now and FINALLY come the realisation that its all bunch of crap and for the last couple of years i have put on much more weight by Losing a few pounds, having an off day, Falling off the bandwagon completely, binge eating because i feel guilty and then starting back on the diet a month or so later much heavier than when i originally started.. repeat.

I had one of them moments a week or so ago when you are looking at your old facebook pictures and it hits you how different you look. I was so shocked and disgusted in myself Ive decided i never want to feel like that again. I have always been over weight and to be honest it has never really bothered me as i believe i have enough 'fake' confidence to carry myself. we all have our demons and food is mine. i just love food. Im writing this post so that in this journey i can look back at this and how i feel now when i need motivation as i have decided that from today i am having no more excuses and i am on the journey to good health.

Im fed up with my clothes not looking how i would like them too look, with my skin being dull and broken out and my energy levels low.  I want to feel good and in tip top condition and for once in my life Im not even bothered what the scales have to say for themselves. I am basing all my achievements on how i feel. Im not in this for the short term if i slip up its not the end of the world as i have the rest of my life to correct my mistake. I feel like i have a whole different over view on it this time which is why i feel so positive.

Ive decided Im not going to follow any fad diets all Im simply going to do is go back to basics and eat what i know is good for me. Im not planning on doing this over night i am doing this step by step and going to try and correct my bad habits for the long haul. I have been researching and i am going to take each day as it comes learning what works for me and what doesn't. I have been eating so crap lately that as long as i am cutting out crap little by little i will be happy and trying to make positive changes to my diet without depriving myself.

I would like to do daily check ins however i feel like i can't do this without evidence of what I'm doing is working for me if that make sense. If Im sharing with you what i am eating and how Im exercising i want to be able to say Ive been keeping this up for a month and i notice these differences.... Etc. I have no clue about healthy food yet which is why i would like to learn along the way and today is the start of my journey.

Enough of my rambling i will be doing random posts on here when i find something is working or i have found something i like. I will be joining the gym tomorrow which is a scary thought and i have prepared some whole meal pasta for the next couple of days so i avoid un healthy snacking, i have cut sweet potato in to wedges and butternut squash so it is readily pre pared i have also packaged up fruit and veg in to little pots so i can carry them around. These are a few preparations i have been making.

I have to be honest @gemsmaquilliage has given me the kick i need in the right direction so i will leave her healthy channel link HERE which is where i have been given my motivation and tips to pre prepare things and healthy recipes.

Well this is a bit of a random ramble.

The moral of this post is if i hadn't have quit all them years ago would i be at a healthy weight right now and happy with myself and the way i feel? Because we all know the worst thing about a 'diet' is trying to start again after you have quit. So today im going to try my hardest to make sure i never have to start again :)

Thanks for reading my very long pointless post. Hopefully after this they will start to be more constructive.

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Do you have any tips? They will be much appreciated!

Hello my lovers!
I just wanted to write a quick post about my FAVOURITE beauty product EVER! (yes i said it... its a big statement i know) and that would be my Amazing Shine eyelashes in number 43. I honestly don't know where to start with these eyelashes because i love them so much i can ramble about them all day but thats not very constructive is it. So will try my best to keep this short and sweet!


I first heard about these eyelashes years ago in a Pixiwoo video and at the time didn't take much notice. While i was in Great Yarmouth last year i happened to recognise the brand from the video so decided to pick a few different styles up.. Well it was love at first application. Some of the styles are very hit and miss but these are the style that i prefer. For £1.99 these are the best eyelashes i have ever used. I was gutted that no shops near me stocked them after a little melt down and a quick google i found a seller on amazon! Pheww.

(please excuse the posey pictures, these are the only clearish pictures of the eyelashes on :)

Full on eyelashes with alot of mascara!

More natural eyes with one coat of mascara

They are a tapered style, made from human hair and when applied look like natural eyelashes. The band they sit on is almost invisible and i like that you do not have to trim them i can take them out the packaging and apply them straight away. You do not get glue with these but i apply them the revlon glue. I love that you can apply them with no eye make up and they still look natural, however if you apply mascara they can look full on. They are so versatile and i can honestly say no other eyelashes compare to these. Obviously everyone else's eye are different so this style may not work for you but if your in the market for a natural fuss free pair of eyelashes that you can vamp up for the evening then for the sake of £1.99 i would definitely give them a try.

I order my in a bulk of around 10-15 pairs from amazon as i hate the thought of running out so like to keep them stocked up in my draw.

What are your fav Eyelashes?

I know this is not the most indepth review however i just needed to get this blog post off my chest and tell the world how much i love them!

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Hey Guys, The team here just thought id give you all a update, we are currently redesigning our page so please bare with us, (looking a bit messy) we are still deciding on what you guys would like to see on our page, if you want to help us out give us a few ideas. in the meantime we've made you all a great video to watch.

Bourjois Healthy balance powder 53 light beige-Maybeline FIT ME Anti Shine stick 120 classic ivory

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Top left Swatches - top right Bourjois Colour boost 03 Orange Punch - Bourjois Volumizer mascara Black